REALY MISS IT :')

sempet kesel >:/

bingung gue, gue ngehargain atas blog yang lo bikin buat gue.. awalnya seneng, blog buat gue? siapa yang ga GR coba-________-. gue tau gue berubah, tapi gue gak ngerti ampe segitunya lo nasehatin gue? bukannya gue gak seneng, tapi lo nyadar dong? sesuatu yang lo salahin belom tentu salah tau gak. seakan-akan gue gak ada benernya. serba salah di mata lo. lo emang ngeliat dari sisi mana ampe ngenilai gue sebegitu rendahnya? dari apa yang gue baca sih kedengeran kaya gitu.. 

gue dimata lo kaya gapernah bersyukur atas sesuatu

 kaya gapernah puas akan hasil gue.

gue dimata lo kaya ga pernah puas dengan apa yg gue punya.

lo ngeliat gue kaya bukan diri gue yang sebenarnya, seakan-akan gue bukan diri gue. lo bilang gue sok jual mahal, lo kata gue barang ada harganya? apa gue dimata lo? kenapa serba salah sih? gue gak pernah berusaha jadi diri oranglain, gue gapernah gak bersyukur, makasih banget atas saran2 lo di blog itu, tapi gue sakit abis baca itu. gue kaya jelek banget di mata lo. ini GUE!! dan gue gakpernah berusaha jadi diri oranglain! lo nyadar dong apa perubahan didiri lo? mata lo dimana siiih?! sempet kesel gue dengan kata2 lo di blog itu. makasih, tapi gue nyesek banget cup, gue gak pernah merasa gue udah punya segalanya, lo nyadar dong, jangan ngajarin gue soal ngehormatin ataupun bersyukur! makasih sebelumnya tapi gue gak perlu. gue tau itu! gak sepantasnya lo nilai gue kaya gitu. SAKIT TAU GAK

must be waiting again :')

akhirnya bisa bilang juga ke orangnyaa, perjuangan si, harus rela malu, wkwk
gapapalaah, yang penting tersampaikaan :DD
yaah walaupun orangnya enggak respons sesuai yang gue harepin sih :p
gue juga gak begitu naruh harapaan
orangnya udah kesolo, perasaan bakal tetep sama gak ya?
maunya sih gituu, tapi gatau bakal bisa apa enggak..
butuh banget,kenapa baru jujur pas terakhir siih? kenapa ga darilama aja kaya ginii :"(
jadi nangis tau gara lo jelek, but ill waiting you, whenever it take alongtime too :')
waiting with a big smile

tell me why..

I took a chance, i took a shot
and you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not
you took a swing, i took it hard
and down here from the ground i see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like i don't know you
you tell me that you love me then you cut me down
and i need you like a heartbeat
but you know you got a mean streak
makes me run for cover when you're around
and here's to you and your temper
yes, i remember what you said last night
and i know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why..

You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day
well i get so confused and frustrated
forget what i'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
you tell me that you want me, then push me around
and i need you like a heartbeat
but you know you got a mean streak
makes me run for cover when you're around
here's to you and your temper
yes, i remember what you said last night
and i know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why..

why..do you have to make me feel small
so you can feel whole inside
why..do you have to put down my dreams
so you're the only thing on my mind

i'm sick and tired of your attitude
i'm feeling like i don't know you
you tell me that you want me then cut me down
i'm sick and tired of your reasons
i've got no one to believe in
you ask me for my love then you push me around
here's to you and your temper
yes, i remember what you said last night
and i know that you see what you're doing to me
tell me why
why, tell me why

i take a step back, let you go
i told you i'm not bulletproof
now you know

what the hell ~

..THE LYRICS..

You say that I’m messing with your head
All ‘cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it’s right or wrong
I can’t stop ‘cause I’m having too much fun
You’re on your knees
Begging “please stay with me”
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy!

All my life I’ve been good, but now
Oh I’m thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don’t really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can’t save me baby, baby
All my life I’ve been good, but now
Woah what the hell!
What? What? What? What the hell!

So what if I go out on a million dates?
You’ll never call or listen to me anyway
I’d rather and sit around and wait all day
Don’t get me wrong I just need some time to play
You’re on your knees
Begging “please stay with me”
But honestly I just may to be a little crazy! (crazy)

All my life I’ve been good, but now
Oh I’m thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don’t really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can’t save me baby, baby
All my life I’ve been good, but now
Oh what the hell!

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la…
Woah, woah… (x2)
You say that I’m messing with your head, boy
I like missing in you man yeah
I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I’ve been good, but now
Oh I’m thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around
And I don’t really care about (don’t care about)
All my life I’ve been good, but now
Oh I’m thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don’t really care about (if you love me)
If you love me - no
If you hate me - no
You can’t save me baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I’ve been good, but now
Oh what the hell!

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la…

perfect moment~ in sahid :D

unforgottable time..!